Tekanan Joooo!!!!

staga..pa bah benda microecomony nie...
nda paham sy ehh...tekanan udah nie maw buat assignmnet
dri tadi nda pandai siap2..(tapi ada masa lagi on9 kan..hahaha..saja release tension)
adedeh mcm mana maw hantar gne....
maw pecah udah kpala otak maw buat..
ish..ish..ish...
sumebody help me....

-needhelphere!-
mere

John Legend - Everybody Knows

It gets harder every day, but I can't seem to shake the pain
i'm trying to find the words to say, please say
it's written all over my face, I can't
Function the same when you're not here
i'm calling your name and no one's there
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
we've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don't care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don't fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don't know
The radio’s on, you tuning me out,
i'm trying to speak, you're turning me down
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
we've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish you’d understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Listen we’d have known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you'll see, nobody has it easy
I still can't believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess.

'cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
we've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows



everybodyknowsexceptme
-mere-

Heart </3 broken....

AGAIN ???!!!!!!!......

:'(

P/S: Dearest my BFF, pls don't ask me why cuz i know u guys know bout it..yeahh i know.."What..again??!!"
hurmm...



i'mnoheartbreaker,i'mheartbroken!
-mere-

finally back in my hometown...
K.K, Kota Kinabalu to be exact...
yeaa i know most of u didn't know rite? ehehe..well SURPRISE!!!!
sorry guys...
well nothing much special bout it anyway since i'm back here for reasons that is to study(harder and smarter than before..hopefully..haha) and to be with my family(they just think what's best for me..i don't blame them though i prefer to study in a new place, new environment, new people, new challenges,new experience,new etc...blablabla)
oh and btw, stop asking me dis question "HOW OLD ARE YOU ANYWAY?" cus it really irritates me sometimes..
hell yeah i know i'm extra small...
u don't have to tell me i looked like primary 6 student..
cuz i know that, okay??...
though i've once said i don't mind but now I DO!!
people change rite..wink*
so don't judge me anymore for my physical appearance... i never asked for this as well but i'm totally thankful with what i have now...


-justbeingme-
mere

well i've got my result oledi...

not exactly like i want and i planned it to be

why am i not happy with this decision when at 1st i think this is the most brilliant idea and plan..

have i made the wrong decision..

every1 said to follow ur heart

but why am i still not happy with it...

i dunno what to do and say

feel like crying but the tears won't just come out

i'm just hoping that i can go back to the time where it all started

i want to fix things out

but i know..it's just a hopeless hope..

no..i'm hopeless i guess..

but what ever it is

i choose this path and i must go on with it right?

no turning back

no regrets

i just hope that i can do this..

-feellikecrying-

-mere-

Sometimes..

Love comes around

and they knock you down

just get back up

when they knock u down..

KNOCK ME DOWN

by ( Keri Hilson feat Kenya West&Neyo)

-ijustluvethelyrics-

-mere-

Making Decisions..-so hard man!-

ohkay..maybe i hv done sumething that made me in dilemma...

at first i was given this offer to study in this course which i never heard of it before..meaning i don't know anything to do with this course..and ol i wanted to do is the course which i've been greatly influence since i was a little girl...

well..i got both...

i got the course dat i wanted since i was a kid and at the same time i'm in the course which i have no idea at all..nil..zero...

but why suddenly i felt that the things that i really wanted since i was younger becomes sumeting that i don't want to do it and i wud like to try a new thing...

but i'm scared of what is going to happen next..

what if i make a wrong decisions..

what if i will regret it someday

what if i failed...

so many 'what?' in my head now..

urrggghh!

but what ever it is..

in just a few hours i will know the result whether i'm going to go for my childhood-dreams or taking the opportunity to learn new things...

and what ever the result is..

i have to be responsible for it..rite?!

-imightgocrazy-

-mere-

I WANT TO GO BACK TO K.K....

HUKHUKHUHKHUKHUHKHUHK!!!!!!

Too lazy to update!

hehe...

but at the moment doing some kerja gyla2, having fun and yarh some crazy moment till my result is out which is in 1 week time..huhuhuhu..

I'M SO DEAD!

SOoooooooo GONNA BE DEAD *x*

*i want ice-cream!!!*

-mere si kecik-

currently..

"bahagia"

hahahahaha.....

nothing much to share...

owhh btw...

happy Belated Birthday Babe Azie..

Congratulation Cuzzie Tracy and Nickelson on your engagement day!

happy Upcoming birthday Babe Alya...

to Nazrie, Ana, Xawxaw,Zabrie, Naned, Amie... I MISH YOU GUYS!!!

luv XOXO

-mere si kecik-