a little confession of my own

sometimes...

but most of the time...

gosh..please sumeone tell me..

i can't seem to understand my own self...


-stupidossme-
mere

Sumeone bring me to this place....

sume1 pls bring me to this place...i really2 -seriously-desperately want to go to this place....
i know it's just another boring-romantic-kind of travel destinations but i'm so in love with this place....uhuhuhu....
please sumeone make my wish come true....

see...how nice this place is...

OMG!





-eiffeli'minlove-
mere

I have a new friend!

hehe..
nie kawan baru sy..
sy gelar de Mr. B
hehehe..de larh teman setia sy utk mlm nie...
ada lagi 1 ekor, rasanya bestfriend de larh tue..

tapi bestfriend de nie kuat main..
suka bturl de main dgn kipas and lampu tue..
kira extreme jua larh bestfriend de tue..
malu2 lagi kunun maw join kami nie..
but whatever it is, Mr. B teman me till now..
hehehe..biar pun kami nda berckp(yalarh nanti rumate sy pikir sy gyla kan) tapi i can feel the connection between us..haahahahahahahahah..
sot udah...
heheheh
well, every1..meet my new friend, Mr.B

-tonightifeellonely-
mere

SALE!!!

-pleasehandlewithcare-
mere

So gonna be dead! (hopefully no..)

waseh...
bisuk sy da mid term nie bah..
matilarh....
biochemistry n basic physic...
narh ambik kaw...
tapi nasib larh basic physic dibatalkan..
weeheee..
uiyarh..tadi sy pi library kk (saja trip2 rajin kunun..hahaha..nda bah)
setelah sekian lama nda naik bus, akhirnya dapat jua sy naik bus lagi tadi..
nama bus de bus "TUT"..hahaha..cutekan..suka nie sy..
TuT..TuT!!! terkantut..OOppss..hahaha
rupa2nya best lagi nie naik bus kadang-kadang..
dapat menikmati keindahan kk yang entah..indah kali..hehehehehe..
ya indah bah juga pemandangan di kk nie kalaw kita menikmati bturl2..
waseh mcm makanan pula maw menikmati..hehehe
bah mula udah sy mencarut neh...
pa2 pun wish me luck yarh..and kepada sesiapa yg mid term juga tue..ol da best of luck...
chaiyo2!!!!BBBAAASSYYYAAAHH!!!!



-sogonnabedead-
mere

HARI INI HUJAN LAGI

Hari nie hujan lagi..
kemarin hujan, hari nie hujan, harap2 bsok pun hujan..
sejuk tapi best..
saya suka hujan..
sebab hujan tidak boleh kita tentukan..
kadang2 hujan..
kadang2 nampak mcm maw hujan tapi tidak..
kadang2 hujan skejap trus brenti..
kadang2 hujan tanpa henti..
UNPREDICTABLE..
mcm saya larh..
perasaan yang sukar untuk "di-mengerti-kan"..
perasaan yang sukar untuk difahami..
mcm hari nie..
sy tidak taw apa saya rasa..
sy cuma rasa maw makan ja..
sebab sy kuat makan..
macam gajah..
hahahaha..'sot!'
ya saya memang 'sot'
SOT bukan bermakna gila..
hehehe..
akhir kata..
saya maw makan!
kepada kawan2 selamat ber'sungkai'
happy eating youl's


mere's own dictionary
(for those yang tidak paham larh sebab saya suka buat perkataan sendiri)
di-mengerti-kan : mcm difahamilah gytu..
sot : perangai yang agak gila-gila..tapi bukan orang gila
sungkai: sabahan's word(i guess not sure..) means berbuka puasa


-coretanmengadasimere-
mere

Tekanan Joooo!!!!

staga..pa bah benda microecomony nie...
nda paham sy ehh...tekanan udah nie maw buat assignmnet
dri tadi nda pandai siap2..(tapi ada masa lagi on9 kan..hahaha..saja release tension)
adedeh mcm mana maw hantar gne....
maw pecah udah kpala otak maw buat..
ish..ish..ish...
sumebody help me....

-needhelphere!-
mere

John Legend - Everybody Knows

It gets harder every day, but I can't seem to shake the pain
i'm trying to find the words to say, please say
it's written all over my face, I can't
Function the same when you're not here
i'm calling your name and no one's there
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
we've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
'Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

I don't care what the people say
They brought it all in anyway
Baby don't fill up your head with he-said, she-said
It seems like you just don't know
The radio’s on, you tuning me out,
i'm trying to speak, you're turning me down
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy,
I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best, I guess.
'cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
we've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows

Oh I wish you’d understand
Oh, just an ordinary man
Listen we’d have known
Everybody knows, but nobody really knows
And I know one day you'll see, nobody has it easy
I still can't believe you found somebody new
I wish you the best, I guess.

'cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt
we've heard it all before, that everybody knows
How to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try
One more try
One more try
One more try
'cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows



everybodyknowsexceptme
-mere-

Heart </3 broken....

AGAIN ???!!!!!!!......

:'(

P/S: Dearest my BFF, pls don't ask me why cuz i know u guys know bout it..yeahh i know.."What..again??!!"
hurmm...



i'mnoheartbreaker,i'mheartbroken!
-mere-

finally back in my hometown...
K.K, Kota Kinabalu to be exact...
yeaa i know most of u didn't know rite? ehehe..well SURPRISE!!!!
sorry guys...
well nothing much special bout it anyway since i'm back here for reasons that is to study(harder and smarter than before..hopefully..haha) and to be with my family(they just think what's best for me..i don't blame them though i prefer to study in a new place, new environment, new people, new challenges,new experience,new etc...blablabla)
oh and btw, stop asking me dis question "HOW OLD ARE YOU ANYWAY?" cus it really irritates me sometimes..
hell yeah i know i'm extra small...
u don't have to tell me i looked like primary 6 student..
cuz i know that, okay??...
though i've once said i don't mind but now I DO!!
people change rite..wink*
so don't judge me anymore for my physical appearance... i never asked for this as well but i'm totally thankful with what i have now...


-justbeingme-
mere