i'm just so happy and thankful especially to my greatest daddy ever...

THANK YOU SO MUCH DADDY FOR THE BIGGEST AND GREATEST GIVE EVER!!!!

LUV U SO MUCH!!!

-sikicineverbeenthissurprisedever-

mere

A stressful week!!

Mere's- This- Week-To-Do-Lists:

1. Genetic Lab Report

2. Basic Biotechnology Lab Report

3. Microbiology Lab Report
4. Genetic Group Assignment

5. Genetic Individual Assignment

6. Mandarin Assignment

7. Study for Mandarin listening test

8. Dance practice

9. Pesta Kenyalang Show

10. still counting..........

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by the end of all this i think i might be death of stress and tiredness.......

-kicineedatimealone-

mere

Be Careful With What U Wish For

i wish for a new lappie, a light-small and handy notebook (ya i know maybe i'm not grateful with what i have now but then again, it's quite huge for the petite-size of myself..)...

for the ease of bringing it anywhere, everywhere

i just wish for it but i never expect to get it in the nearest time

THANK YOU MUMMY+DADDY

for this gift....really9 appreciate it

i'm just so excited and happy to received it today.....

taaddaaaa...

just a perfect x'mas cum new year cum early brithday present of mine.....

love..love...love....

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN MUM+DAD

-i'mjustsohappy-

mere

My Heart Screams "Please Stop Doing This To Me"

I dunno whether to just stay or withdraw myself from this situation

it hurts when ur being ignored...

it's lyke ur not exist..

i just wanna scream out loud and let the tears roll down till i ran out of it...

but then again, nobody cares...

I JUST WISH I HAVE ALL MY GIRLFRIENDS HERE WHERE I CUD CUDDLE UP AND CRIED OUT LOUD!!!!

-itreallyhurts-

mere

The Bridesmaid

goodbye 2009, hello 2010!!

a new year, a new semester, but the same old me with a new year resolutions..hehe

well i did mention ' i went to some place for some reasons' in my last post...

well actually i went to RANAU to attend my couzie wed

apart from attending the wed i was given a chance to be the Bridesmaid...

i was having such a fun, exciting and blast moment...

seeing a happy newly-wed, helping the bride and ensuring the needs and comfort the bride needs before she pronounce the "YES I DO"

well pictures describe it all how much i was having fun at that time....

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The Groom a.k.a my Couzie/The Bride

The happy newly-wed parents

Pwetty-pwetty faces

the video/cameramen

the family members

The Loving Newly-Wed Couple

Me and Couzie - the Bridesmaids

The Flower Girls, Ring Boy, The Bridesmaids, The Newly-Wed

meet the parents :)

Just Married :)

a moment with the newly wed

Mummy & Daddy

Brothers & Sisters

-end of duty-

-SikicitheBridesmaid-

mere

Alone and Away

while everybody is busy preparing for New Year

i will be on my way to some place for a reason which i will share it in my next post

will be away for a couple of days..

sad...

away from my family, my friends, my BFF and my dear

sure gonna mish him so much.....

arrrgghhh....

will be celebrating the new year alone, probably with few strangers i guess

hopefully the line won't get to busy so i can call my family and my dear...

uhuhuuuhu......

till my next post...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !!!!!
HAVE A BLAST NEW YEAR CELEBRATION

-kiciiscelebratingNewYearsALONE-

mere

I did Bad...

on my way to UMS, i got a message from my friend

a text from a friend of mine saying "Ko sudah Check result?"

my heart starts to beat a lil bit faster than usual...nervous i guess...

but i just keep it cool and answered "Blum.."

along the way i can't stop thinking and feeling like going to check my result asap...

but yeah i have to get things done first

currently not in the mood at the moment...

until my dear Leo keep on asking why i'm so quiet and not acting like usual along the way...

but then i try to hide the 'nervous' - ness of mine and act like usual (thou he can tell that i was only pretending to be okay...)

after i reached home, i went straight to my room and went on9 (till at this moment of typing tis post)

as usual have to do a few procedures before i can login to our main portal

then after i managed to log in

went to check on my result...

gosh..

i can't believe it...

i did really bad in my exams....

i went speechless and all of a sudden i'm not hungry anymore thou i'm really damn hungry at first...

i just don't know what to do now, how to faced it and the most important thing is how to faced my parent when they know about this..

i just don't feel like eating or doing anything at this moment...

i just feel like going to a place where i just can be alone and away from anybody else till i feel okay...

but despite from all of this, i'm thankful that i passed (thou with no flying colors) and can continue with my lesson soon....

-kicireallyneedstoworkharderforthissemester-

mere

Kici yang DISorganized

hari ini balik UMS kejap...

tengok bilik yang tercinta yang dipenuhi dgn sawang and tahi cicak..eeewwww

tapi syiok juga larh cuz lama x balik sana kan..heheheh

lepas tue pi karamunsing...

pi hantar charger cameraku yang rosak...

terbang jua RM100++

damn....pokai sudah ...

tapi demi cameraku teman setia sanggup jua larh....

then that's when i realized yang sy nie begitu tidak teratur....

semua barang2 main sumbat jak dalam beg..

that's why u will always see me carrying a bag that is much bigger than my size....

hahahaha..kidding...

so if any1 has the idea of getting me a perfect beg for me and my disorganized attitude,

do let me know..hehehehehe

-endoftodayspostbysikici-

mere

This week will be just me and her....

the title says it all...

yearp this week, and next week till i started my second semester will be just me and her..

wondering who that "Her" is????

ehehehe..let me introduce you to my new lurve..

her name is "PICKO"

everyone...meet my little-cutesy-pups

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ehehe...yearh..yearh i know she's not that oh-so-cute lil pups but i love her so much..

got it from my dad (well actually my dad took it from my uncle's house)..

she's so "kuat makan, manja" and playful..

she likes to play with my bro's socks..hahaha

but what i love her so much is the color of her eyes..

i wish i have that eyes..eheheheh

sure gonna mish my pups so much when i got back to college in 2 weeks tyme....

-kicilurveherpups-

mere

Si kici made her own vintage-Fun

ehehehe...

yarh so here's another update from me with my so gyla2 moment

well don't blame me for doing this cuz if u were me u don't have anything to do at my house besides eat,watch tv,eat,watch tv, blablabla..hahahaha

being the only girl in my family it's quite hard for me especially in choosing what to wear, what's hot, what's not, is it ok on me and stuff lyke that...

yeah so basically u will see me in some boring, plain, simple attire which u also can see me wearing it over and over again till I, myself got bored..ahahaha

but yeah everybody has their own taste and way of grooming their self ryte..so i don't really care what people think of what i'm wearing as well...hehehe

so here's me with my gyla2 self-timer-photoshoot..hahahaha

hope this will cheers you guys up..

pardon me again with my oh-so-not-fashionable-mix&match-attire :)

left : my nerdy glass, plain old black 3/4 sleeved, basic white-gold clincher, purple polka-dots high waist purchase from CheezyButton, DIY-stud Red Rubi Shoes

right : my nerdy glass, sequinned T-shirt, basic white-gold clincher, purple polka-dots high waist purchase from CheezyButton, DIY-stud Red Rubi Shoes

and this four pics below is what i wore during my day out with my mum..hehehe

on me : my nerdy glass, my DIY Made-With-Love T-shirt, basic white-gold clincher,

purple polka high waist, DIY-stud bronze Rubi Shoes and Fringe bag purchase from OneDressToGo

it was fun to dress something is not ur casuality and i hope to do in some more in the future..hehehehe...though i got a weird-kind of look from this one little girl and her dad and i heard she said to her dad " OLD Fashion juga sluar de?? "

hahahahaha...well this is normal, wearing it when u stayed on West Malaysia but here in East Malaysia, wearing something like this is some kind of 'ketinggalan zaman' i guess....Correct me if i'm wrong...hehehe

owh and some of the stuff that i purchased are from pre-loved blog which became my addiction nowadays since it is way more cheaper than the usual blogshops...

Some of the stuffs are brand new and they are selling it cheaper than in the usual brand new blogshops

-vintagefunbysikici-

mere