-Hair-

yeah..

This time my entry is about H.A.I.R (and what's that spell???!!!!) = HAIR ( clever!! clap..clap...)

hehe..well nothing much..

i just wanna share this cuz i've been keeping this to myself for quite sometimes...

I JUST MISSED MY LONG BLACK HAIR!!!!

ya dat's ol i wanna share...

ooohhh...oohh...but i don't regret cutting my hair this short..

but i really9 missed my long hair where i cud play it while watching tv...

hehehe...

again thanx for reading my post... (if there's any1 reading it lah..hahaha)

and have a great- with-love day...

-sikiciwantsherlonghairback-

merelyn

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oooppzz!

i'm sorry no new entry for today cuz i'm just to lazy to update and this post is only for the sake of having a new post for this month..hahahahahah

i'm sorry u guys...

i'm not setting up a prank or whatsoever but i'm kinda bored actually...

idk what to do besides checking my regular-must-see blogs and FB-ing...

so yarh..

no new story to share with u guys today

hopefully will be updating soon with my "How do i spend my 2 months holiday" topic...

stay tuned...

or maybe.. NOT!

-sikicimerapujaknie-

mere

Playing around with the fonts

last nite was another heart-breaking, non-stop tears rolling down, swollen eyes for me...

i tot i was strong enuf to be the 2nd but i guess i'm not

it really hurts me a lot to know that he loves her so much than me

even worst, he compared me and saying that we are alike

so what is there for me left for u

i tot i was different than her

but all u can say it i'm everything the same with her..

i guess it's better for me to back out now rather than u leaving me again....

sorry in advanced...but i'll make sure u will have no notice bout me leaving u..

sayonara....Aishiteru, Daisuki da yo

-sikicisukasuka:)-

mere

kenapa seorang anak harus dipisahkan dengan seorang ibunya....

di mana salah anak itu,.

di mana salah ibu itu...

di manakah hati perut nenek dan datuknya...

THOSE PEOPLE ARE SO STUPID!!!!!

UUUUUURRRGGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE THOSE PEOPLE...

DEAR GOD,

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR HATING THOSE PEOPLE BUT I CAN'T JUST HELP IT...

-sikiciissopissedoffofthispeople-

mere

hehehe....

well i know some of u might or might not like it but who cares right

i fall in love with him(Bill Kaulitz) and the other him(Tom Kaulitz)...

though i don't know much bout him and the other him...

the only thing dat i know bout him (pic above) is that he's the vocalist for Tokio Hotel ...

LOL~

what ever...

and their song 'automatic' seem can't get out of my mind now..

i can hear them singing in my head..

AUTOMATIC by Tokio Hotel:-

You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...

-sikicithinksdatheisautomatic-

mere

it's 1.21a.m (lappie clock) and 1.29a.m (hp clock) now

and i still couldn't sleep...

sitting on a couch, with the TV's switch on, sitting facing through the window,looking for stars (which i couldn't find one) , besides on9...

the past 2 days been busy and very tiring for me...

didn't go out that much since most of the time i'm helping with my cuzzie wed

Congratulations to the newly-wed-cuzzie...

it's been tiring and my feet hurts (Thanks to the 5inch heels..hahahaha)

but really enjoyed dancing 'poco-poco'..LOL~

well nothing much to share dis tyme..

upon going through the webs, i found this bag which i super-duper-fall-in-love with...

D&G RM3994

oh how i wish i cud have this bag....

D&G RM3158

oh seriously i'm so in love with this 2 bags...if only i cud have it now....

if i can keep RM1 a day x 365 day = RM365

it will takes me about 10 years to buy one of this bag..LOL~

by that time this pieces will go out of fashion odey leh...

just by thinking bout this makes me hungry again

so better off now to eat and try to sleep...

nyte2 people...

-sikicidreamstoownthisbags-

mere

hurrmm...

how to start this...

i just hate people who likes to give up for his/her life easily....

HELLO?? EXCUSE ME??!

..ur not the only person who is suffering from all kinds of problems...

i admit that sometimes shits happen

well maybe 'always' for certain people

but come on....

life ain't shud be easy...

u think ur the only one being hurt...

well i'm hurt too...

each and everyone of us here in this earth will/ has been experiencing all this kind of situations

if u think u want to end ur life today,

well think back of how many babies, people who suffer from diseases, people who really9 want to live...

fighting and trying their best,

giving their best efforts to live!!!

okay...i'm done here

p/s:

i know "U" will read this...

and if u think by saying and doing that will get my attention,

CONGRATULATIONS u got it ...

but honestly by "U" saying and doing that kind of things makes me really-super-duper annoyed and makes me even wanna stay away from "U" as far as i can...

Thank You for ruining what we had.....

-sikiciissuperpissedoff!-

mere

Buy me a set of YUKATA and send me to JaPan!!!

p/s: I misshh 'HIM' so badly...

-sikicidesperatelywantstogotoJapan-

mere

Dear God,

I just have the feeling to talk to u today...

since ur the only one that i cud talk to ryte now...

my life is kinda boring at the moment since all i dat i can do ryte now is get up, eat, watch tv, on9, watch tv some more or movie, eat again, flipped to my old mag, dreaming and dreaming some more....

despite all of this, i just wanna thanked u for everything that u have given me whether I realized it or not..

Dear God,

I hope I'm doing the right thing bout my feeling and stuffs...

I know and I believe u'll have a bigger plan for me...

and i will never stop believing in what u've prepared for me

all i'm asking is for u to give me strength and courage to face this each day of my life..

Dear God,

I'm glad that we have this talk...

and I'm feeling much better...

Amen....

-sikicifeelsempty-

mere

i wish i cud see u more often and closer

but at tis moment seeing u 500m away makes me feel happier inside

my bestie said i'm crazy but i can't help it thou....

i'm sorry but i can't help that i'm missing u every single day...

-sikiciheavenlyinsanebynow-

mere