well i've got my result oledi...

not exactly like i want and i planned it to be

why am i not happy with this decision when at 1st i think this is the most brilliant idea and plan..

have i made the wrong decision..

every1 said to follow ur heart

but why am i still not happy with it...

i dunno what to do and say

feel like crying but the tears won't just come out

i'm just hoping that i can go back to the time where it all started

i want to fix things out

but i know..it's just a hopeless hope..

no..i'm hopeless i guess..

but what ever it is

i choose this path and i must go on with it right?

no turning back

no regrets

i just hope that i can do this..

-feellikecrying-

-mere-

Sometimes..

Love comes around

and they knock you down

just get back up

when they knock u down..

KNOCK ME DOWN

by ( Keri Hilson feat Kenya West&Neyo)

-ijustluvethelyrics-

-mere-

Making Decisions..-so hard man!-

ohkay..maybe i hv done sumething that made me in dilemma...

at first i was given this offer to study in this course which i never heard of it before..meaning i don't know anything to do with this course..and ol i wanted to do is the course which i've been greatly influence since i was a little girl...

well..i got both...

i got the course dat i wanted since i was a kid and at the same time i'm in the course which i have no idea at all..nil..zero...

but why suddenly i felt that the things that i really wanted since i was younger becomes sumeting that i don't want to do it and i wud like to try a new thing...

but i'm scared of what is going to happen next..

what if i make a wrong decisions..

what if i will regret it someday

what if i failed...

so many 'what?' in my head now..

urrggghh!

but what ever it is..

in just a few hours i will know the result whether i'm going to go for my childhood-dreams or taking the opportunity to learn new things...

and what ever the result is..

i have to be responsible for it..rite?!

-imightgocrazy-

-mere-