December...

well i guess it's been a month now since my last post...

November was really a busy month for me...

sorry for the lack of update...

even for my FB as well...

sometimes i just don't know what to update...

though there are so much to share...

since i'm on my holiday now...i just wanna take this opportunity to have a really good stress- free, fun-time and time of my own..

so yeah probably this is the only post for me this month...

ooo wait maybe this will be my last post for this year....hopefully not..hehe

2010 wasn't really a great year for me but of course there are certain good things happened...

so people let us enjoy our remaining days of 2010...

till then....

-sikicilovesdecember-

mere

Get On Board

hey there again...

must be wondering bout the title hurh??

well just wanna share ( and hopefully u guys might as well will support..fingers crossedXX) bout a campaign by UNICEF on child abuse..

will not elaborate more on this...

u guys can check it out ur self

and mmm might as well spend a couple of minutes and support this campaign...

let us all stand up, voice out for those little ones, and make this world a better place to live in...

till then...

V peace out people V

care to join in??...click here

spread the words out...

sharing is caring ryte??

hehehe...

-sikicihappy-

mere

random post..again :)

well here's a new post from me..

actually there are so many things that i would like to share with u guys but i just don't know where to start off...

so many things happened in my life since then...

i just don't know where to begin now..

everything is mixed up..

so basically my life is just doing perfectly fine (well not that perfect if u know what i mean)

exam is just around the corner...

less than a month from today's date...

i haven't finished my lab reports yet

been missing my besties all the time...

i wonder how their life are now...

so much catching up to do....

i miss home and the food but when i'm home i feel bored cuz everyone is busy with works and my parents are busy with the renovation at "kampung"

so yeah dat's y i rarely going back home ryte now....

hurmmm what else yarh...

nothing much larh ....

i wud say that my life now is like the rainbows ...

colorful ryte??

or maybe like the Ferris-wheel..

at one point, ur on top and at another ur down...

or maybe like a Roller-coaster (sorry i don't know how to spell it right..LOL~)..whuteva lah kan...

yeahh i think that is the best on how to describe my life at the moment...

P/S: dearest aunt, i really2 missed u so much...it's almost 100 days since u left us...hope ur doing just fine on the other side of life...Missed u so badly :(

-sikiciisbored-

mere

TQ :)

Hari nie sy di marah terus...dari bgun sampai lah maw tdur....

sekian dan terima kasih!!

-sikiciblur-

mere

gud nite/gud morning

Just a short post from me before i'm off to bed...

this song just seem cant get out of my head now...

lovin it?? not?? whateva.....

Rihanna: Only Girl

La la la la

La la la la

La la la la

I want you to love me, like I'm a hot pie

Keep thinkin' of me, doin' what you like

So boy forget about the world cuz it's gon' be me and you tonight

I wanna make your beg for ya, then imma make you swallow your pride

[CHORUS]

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only girl in the world...

Like I'm the only one that's in command

Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man, yeah

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only one...

[VERSE 2]

Want you to take me like a thief in the night

Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right

Baby I'll tell you all my secrets that I'm keepin', you can come inside

And when you enter, you ain't leavin', be my prisoner for the night, oh

[CHORUS]

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only girl in the world...

Like I'm the only one that's in command

Cuz I'm the only one who understands, like I'm the only one who knows your heart, only one...

[BRIDGE]

Take me for a ride, ride

Oh baby, take me high, high

Let me make you first

Oh make it last all night

Take me for a ride, ride

Oh baby, take me high, high

Let me make you first

Make it last all night

[CHORUS]

Want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world

Like I'm the only one that you'll ever love

Like I'm the only one who knows your heart

Only girl in the world...

Like I'm the only one that's in command

Cuz I'm the only one who understands how to make you feel like a man

Only girl in the world...

Girl in the world...

Only girl in the world...

Girl in the world....

[From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/only-girl-lyrics-rihanna.html ]

will be updating again hopefully soon when i have free time...

expect less but keep on checking ya..if u r bother to check and read my post lah..

hahaha...

neway Goodnight people...

sweet dreams....

have a pleasant days ahead..

God bless :)

-sikiciisinloveagain-

mere

random post by si kici

hey youls...

how's life been?...

mua?? well nothing much new bout me..

still being da same old mere...

only with lotsa assignments and lab reports need to be done

final exam is just around the corner

probably a month away or maybe less...

i don't know cuz i haven't check my schedule yet..got no time at the moment..

i have nothing much to share actually...

i just feel like i want to blog on something

therefore, this post came about....

owh well, UMS currently having Tamu Gadang + Convocations + APK expo

to bad i cant join the fun...

am enjoying myself in UNIMAS at the moment..

only for a couple of days for the Minggu Seni Budaya & Warisan (MSBW)

will be joining some dance workshops which i'm looking forward for it....

btw during APK expo, our group will be operating on the 8th and 9th of November 2010 ( do look for Solero Shop Co.)

do come and support us and my other friends as well...

we will be selling drinks and handmade stuffs such as bookmark, brooch and badges...

here let me show u some of the examples of badge that i made :-

this is one of my fav design :)

hehe.. well i guess my post will end here...

to sleepy odey

have to wake up early again tomorrow

will be updating again tomorrow on MSBW (hopefully..)

till then take care, have a great days ahead

and thanx for taking sometimes to read my post

-sikicimisshisbeysomuch-

mere

Moody :( :) :@ :/ :s

well here i am...

still alive thou i haven't updated my blog since ...well u know if u've been following me..

hehe..

actually i'm not in da mood for blog update but then i don't know what to do and i'm bored..

i've been sitting on this chair since 7.18p.m and now it's 11.00p.m

gosh it's like almost 4 hours and i've done nothing...

i'm having my midterm 2 days from now..

i'll be having 3 papers on dat one particular crazy day...

i've haven't study and prepare much

assignment is due on the same day

lab reports as well

so yeah basically that day will be my worst day ever...

but here i am..

doing nothing but on9, with my cheezels bizkits and a cup of tea..

sume1 should just slap me in the face and help me to get my a#$ off to study ...

tomorrow will be another long-lectures for me again...

rather then sitting here doing nothing, it's better for me to go to sleep

so gudnyte people...

have a pleasant days ahead

have a happy-cheerful stress-free days ahead

and take care....

God bless...

-sikiciisnotindamoodforstudysume1pleasehelpher-

mere

Sharing is Caring

it's nearly 1.30AM and i'm still wide awake...

i can't sleep so ya as usual thing to do on9..

as i went through some websites of my usual daily-visit blog, i found this one blog which actually helps in adding some personal sense of style without over doing it and the best part is that it is wearable to college/classes...

yeahhh..

so no "pening2 kepala" again to think of what to wear to class kan...

i found it just now and i would like to share with u guys lah..hehehehe

well maybe some of u might have visited this blog way before me but who cares..

sy maw share juga..

boleh bah kan??

ya..ya i know..

if me mestilah boleh..

owh crapppp!!..

self talking again..hahaha

neway here's the link and i hope u will find it as useful as i am..

good luck and have a fashionista-days ahead

FASHION CHALLENGE MALAYSIA

-sikiciactuallyisoutofhermindwhatadayforher-

merelyn

-Hair-

yeah..

This time my entry is about H.A.I.R (and what's that spell???!!!!) = HAIR ( clever!! clap..clap...)

hehe..well nothing much..

i just wanna share this cuz i've been keeping this to myself for quite sometimes...

I JUST MISSED MY LONG BLACK HAIR!!!!

ya dat's ol i wanna share...

ooohhh...oohh...but i don't regret cutting my hair this short..

but i really9 missed my long hair where i cud play it while watching tv...

hehehe...

again thanx for reading my post... (if there's any1 reading it lah..hahaha)

and have a great- with-love day...

-sikiciwantsherlonghairback-

merelyn

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oooppzz!

i'm sorry no new entry for today cuz i'm just to lazy to update and this post is only for the sake of having a new post for this month..hahahahahah

i'm sorry u guys...

i'm not setting up a prank or whatsoever but i'm kinda bored actually...

idk what to do besides checking my regular-must-see blogs and FB-ing...

so yarh..

no new story to share with u guys today

hopefully will be updating soon with my "How do i spend my 2 months holiday" topic...

stay tuned...

or maybe.. NOT!

-sikicimerapujaknie-

mere

Playing around with the fonts

last nite was another heart-breaking, non-stop tears rolling down, swollen eyes for me...

i tot i was strong enuf to be the 2nd but i guess i'm not

it really hurts me a lot to know that he loves her so much than me

even worst, he compared me and saying that we are alike

so what is there for me left for u

i tot i was different than her

but all u can say it i'm everything the same with her..

i guess it's better for me to back out now rather than u leaving me again....

sorry in advanced...but i'll make sure u will have no notice bout me leaving u..

sayonara....Aishiteru, Daisuki da yo

-sikicisukasuka:)-

mere

kenapa seorang anak harus dipisahkan dengan seorang ibunya....

di mana salah anak itu,.

di mana salah ibu itu...

di manakah hati perut nenek dan datuknya...

THOSE PEOPLE ARE SO STUPID!!!!!

UUUUUURRRGGGGGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE THOSE PEOPLE...

DEAR GOD,

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR HATING THOSE PEOPLE BUT I CAN'T JUST HELP IT...

-sikiciissopissedoffofthispeople-

mere

hehehe....

well i know some of u might or might not like it but who cares right

i fall in love with him(Bill Kaulitz) and the other him(Tom Kaulitz)...

though i don't know much bout him and the other him...

the only thing dat i know bout him (pic above) is that he's the vocalist for Tokio Hotel ...

LOL~

what ever...

and their song 'automatic' seem can't get out of my mind now..

i can hear them singing in my head..

AUTOMATIC by Tokio Hotel:-

You're automatic,
And your heart's like an engine
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
And your voice is electric
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

It's automatic,
Counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me

(Love in you)
(Love in you)
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you

There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
There's no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
(There's no real)
Automatic
(Love in you)
Automatic
(Why do I)
Automatic
(Keep loving you?)
Automatic...

-sikicithinksdatheisautomatic-

mere

it's 1.21a.m (lappie clock) and 1.29a.m (hp clock) now

and i still couldn't sleep...

sitting on a couch, with the TV's switch on, sitting facing through the window,looking for stars (which i couldn't find one) , besides on9...

the past 2 days been busy and very tiring for me...

didn't go out that much since most of the time i'm helping with my cuzzie wed

Congratulations to the newly-wed-cuzzie...

it's been tiring and my feet hurts (Thanks to the 5inch heels..hahahaha)

but really enjoyed dancing 'poco-poco'..LOL~

well nothing much to share dis tyme..

upon going through the webs, i found this bag which i super-duper-fall-in-love with...

D&G RM3994

oh how i wish i cud have this bag....

D&G RM3158

oh seriously i'm so in love with this 2 bags...if only i cud have it now....

if i can keep RM1 a day x 365 day = RM365

it will takes me about 10 years to buy one of this bag..LOL~

by that time this pieces will go out of fashion odey leh...

just by thinking bout this makes me hungry again

so better off now to eat and try to sleep...

nyte2 people...

-sikicidreamstoownthisbags-

mere

hurrmm...

how to start this...

i just hate people who likes to give up for his/her life easily....

HELLO?? EXCUSE ME??!

..ur not the only person who is suffering from all kinds of problems...

i admit that sometimes shits happen

well maybe 'always' for certain people

but come on....

life ain't shud be easy...

u think ur the only one being hurt...

well i'm hurt too...

each and everyone of us here in this earth will/ has been experiencing all this kind of situations

if u think u want to end ur life today,

well think back of how many babies, people who suffer from diseases, people who really9 want to live...

fighting and trying their best,

giving their best efforts to live!!!

okay...i'm done here

p/s:

i know "U" will read this...

and if u think by saying and doing that will get my attention,

CONGRATULATIONS u got it ...

but honestly by "U" saying and doing that kind of things makes me really-super-duper annoyed and makes me even wanna stay away from "U" as far as i can...

Thank You for ruining what we had.....

-sikiciissuperpissedoff!-

mere

Buy me a set of YUKATA and send me to JaPan!!!

p/s: I misshh 'HIM' so badly...

-sikicidesperatelywantstogotoJapan-

mere

Dear God,

I just have the feeling to talk to u today...

since ur the only one that i cud talk to ryte now...

my life is kinda boring at the moment since all i dat i can do ryte now is get up, eat, watch tv, on9, watch tv some more or movie, eat again, flipped to my old mag, dreaming and dreaming some more....

despite all of this, i just wanna thanked u for everything that u have given me whether I realized it or not..

Dear God,

I hope I'm doing the right thing bout my feeling and stuffs...

I know and I believe u'll have a bigger plan for me...

and i will never stop believing in what u've prepared for me

all i'm asking is for u to give me strength and courage to face this each day of my life..

Dear God,

I'm glad that we have this talk...

and I'm feeling much better...

Amen....

-sikicifeelsempty-

mere

i wish i cud see u more often and closer

but at tis moment seeing u 500m away makes me feel happier inside

my bestie said i'm crazy but i can't help it thou....

i'm sorry but i can't help that i'm missing u every single day...

-sikiciheavenlyinsanebynow-

mere

suddenly i miss 'HIM'

i don't know why..

he suddenly came across my mind

and i can just feel the pain inside from missing him too much

some people say forget about the past and move on

i did that but it doesn't seem to work ...

not with him.....

urrrggghhhh!!!!!!

i hate diz feeling

please take it away from me....

-sikicimissingsomeonesobadly-

mere

new entry..

my last post was on January and now it's already May

i guess i must be really2 busy for the past 4 months huh?

now exams over..

what a relief...

but how come i'm still stressed out?

i dunno what's inside my head that gets me so stressed out...

some ppl says laughter is the best medicine

for me it is too..but only for a while

am i feeling sad??

i just don't know...

what makes me sad?

what should i do now....

i'm totally lost....

@#$%^&*()+!

-sikiciyangbingungsot!-

i'm just so happy and thankful especially to my greatest daddy ever...

THANK YOU SO MUCH DADDY FOR THE BIGGEST AND GREATEST GIVE EVER!!!!

LUV U SO MUCH!!!

-sikicineverbeenthissurprisedever-

mere

A stressful week!!

Mere's- This- Week-To-Do-Lists:

1. Genetic Lab Report

2. Basic Biotechnology Lab Report

3. Microbiology Lab Report
4. Genetic Group Assignment

5. Genetic Individual Assignment

6. Mandarin Assignment

7. Study for Mandarin listening test

8. Dance practice

9. Pesta Kenyalang Show

10. still counting..........

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by the end of all this i think i might be death of stress and tiredness.......

-kicineedatimealone-

mere

Be Careful With What U Wish For

i wish for a new lappie, a light-small and handy notebook (ya i know maybe i'm not grateful with what i have now but then again, it's quite huge for the petite-size of myself..)...

for the ease of bringing it anywhere, everywhere

i just wish for it but i never expect to get it in the nearest time

THANK YOU MUMMY+DADDY

for this gift....really9 appreciate it

i'm just so excited and happy to received it today.....

taaddaaaa...

just a perfect x'mas cum new year cum early brithday present of mine.....

love..love...love....

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN MUM+DAD

-i'mjustsohappy-

mere