hurrmm...

how to start this...

i just hate people who likes to give up for his/her life easily....

HELLO?? EXCUSE ME??!

..ur not the only person who is suffering from all kinds of problems...

i admit that sometimes shits happen

well maybe 'always' for certain people

but come on....

life ain't shud be easy...

u think ur the only one being hurt...

well i'm hurt too...

each and everyone of us here in this earth will/ has been experiencing all this kind of situations

if u think u want to end ur life today,

well think back of how many babies, people who suffer from diseases, people who really9 want to live...

fighting and trying their best,

giving their best efforts to live!!!

okay...i'm done here

p/s:

i know "U" will read this...

and if u think by saying and doing that will get my attention,

CONGRATULATIONS u got it ...

but honestly by "U" saying and doing that kind of things makes me really-super-duper annoyed and makes me even wanna stay away from "U" as far as i can...

Thank You for ruining what we had.....

-sikiciissuperpissedoff!-

mere

Buy me a set of YUKATA and send me to JaPan!!!

p/s: I misshh 'HIM' so badly...

-sikicidesperatelywantstogotoJapan-

mere

Dear God,

I just have the feeling to talk to u today...

since ur the only one that i cud talk to ryte now...

my life is kinda boring at the moment since all i dat i can do ryte now is get up, eat, watch tv, on9, watch tv some more or movie, eat again, flipped to my old mag, dreaming and dreaming some more....

despite all of this, i just wanna thanked u for everything that u have given me whether I realized it or not..

Dear God,

I hope I'm doing the right thing bout my feeling and stuffs...

I know and I believe u'll have a bigger plan for me...

and i will never stop believing in what u've prepared for me

all i'm asking is for u to give me strength and courage to face this each day of my life..

Dear God,

I'm glad that we have this talk...

and I'm feeling much better...

Amen....

-sikicifeelsempty-

mere

i wish i cud see u more often and closer

but at tis moment seeing u 500m away makes me feel happier inside

my bestie said i'm crazy but i can't help it thou....

i'm sorry but i can't help that i'm missing u every single day...

-sikiciheavenlyinsanebynow-

mere

suddenly i miss 'HIM'

i don't know why..

he suddenly came across my mind

and i can just feel the pain inside from missing him too much

some people say forget about the past and move on

i did that but it doesn't seem to work ...

not with him.....

urrrggghhhh!!!!!!

i hate diz feeling

please take it away from me....

-sikicimissingsomeonesobadly-

mere

new entry..

my last post was on January and now it's already May

i guess i must be really2 busy for the past 4 months huh?

now exams over..

what a relief...

but how come i'm still stressed out?

i dunno what's inside my head that gets me so stressed out...

some ppl says laughter is the best medicine

for me it is too..but only for a while

am i feeling sad??

i just don't know...

what makes me sad?

what should i do now....

i'm totally lost....

@#$%^&*()+!

-sikiciyangbingungsot!-